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This story is different from our usual adventures. I (Julian) am going to tell you about what has happened to us over the past week. I know that these pages are usually devoted to the exploits of our Old English Sheepdogs, but those of you who have been following our lives on these pages may have seen Tara in her role as sentinel and guardian of Llewelyn's Kingdom. Tara is my special friend, my travelling companion, my alter ego. This is about our journey through the valley of the shadow of death together... ...and how we came out the other side!

This is Tara as she appeared in the story about alien invaders in the Dragon's Egg. Recently she hasn't been feeling very well, and I was horrified to discover a large lump in her mammary glands...
So, with a heavy heart I called the vet (seen here looking at a puppy). He examined her and said, "I'll operate on her tomorrow morning. Bring her in 8 o'clock sharp!" I was so worried. I had refused to have her hips x-rayed because I was afraid of the dangers of anaesthetic. Now at 11 years old this would be even riskier. Also because I didn't know how to explain to her that I wasn't abandoning her when I had to leave her at the vet's. She cries even if I only go into another room without her!

 

 

Come the next day she did scream when I left her at the surgery. I returned home to wait. Llewelyn sensed something was wrong with Tara and insisted on lying outside in the pouring rain on the wall garden! He has never ever done this before.
Was that the telephone?" I was a complete wreck. Each time it rang my heart pounded with such ferocity that I thought it might burst. Was she alright? Had they started yet? When could I fetch her home?

 

It was a Llong day for both of us. We'd all been planning on how we'd look after Tara when she got back - making up a special bed in front of a radiator, and putting a mattress in the car for her return journey etc. At four o' clock the phone rang, "You can collect Tara now!" said Jenks, the vet.
Operation! What operation?" Though Tara was still groggy from her pre-med (She had had ISOFLO anaesthetic - nothing but the best for my angel!) and I had to lift her down from the car, she insisted on walking in to the house by herself much to everyone's astonishment. Later she asked to be let out and spying a cat ran after it into the night barking. It was then I knew that she was back to stay.
Here are her operation scars. Because she knows that some of you may be squeamish she's asked me to put the picture on as a thumbnail. If you'd like to see it full size she says that you should click on the picture. Use your browser's back button to return to this page.
Tara says "Where's my dinner?"

And so here we are, five days on from the operation. Tara is so much better. I don't think we realised how ill she must have been feeling for such a long time. She's started putting on weight. She walks and runs and plays. Today I even saw her trying to fly as she pursued a hapless pheasant that happened to cross her path (he did get away!). She's being a good girl and not interfering with her stitches which have to come out on 20th January. She does not like taking her pills very much - she knows as soon as I think about giving them to her! She doesn't know yet that when the antibiotics are finished, Jenks says she may have to more tablets - male hormones this time to discourage any further lumps from appearing - and that this will be a daily occurence. I was scared before the operation. I realise no one knows what tomorrow may bring. But for now I just give thanks for Tara. May I be worthy of her.

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